2002-04-07 - 5:40 PM
Kindly
I've been driving around for the past hour and a half - just driving around. I had nothing to do, I still have nothing to do before 6:30 when I have to pick up my sister from work. I circled blocks and basked in sun, windows down and all that fun. I kept calling random people, and of course, like the other night, nobody picked up. The people that did, had to go, so it was pointless. I had nobody to visit. I finally got around my neighborhood, and I passed Anthony's house - I actually saw his car in the driveway, but yup, you guessed it. I just kept on driving. I don't know why. I really don't.
So then I said to myself, "Self, how about you just get some food and bring it on over to the lake. You can enjoy the food, enjoy the sun, and enjoy the wind. It'll be great." So I decided upon that - went into my pocket, picked out my wallet, and discovered that shit, I only had a dollar. I hate being in college.
I figured (or more so, my stomach figured) that perhaps I should go back home. I passed my house before and noticed my brother's car out front - maybe he'd get us some food so my tummy wouldn't have to yell all types of obscenities. As soon as I pulled in, he got in his car and left for the pool hall. Damn you, Father Time - stop being such the typical crummy pops, and get off of my back. Or Cousin Fate, whoever messed this up. Eh.
So now I'm inside - missing the sun. Being an online addict and a computer geek - fooling around with transferring files from computer to computer on my three-comp network. I just printed out a few things, for a present that I'm going to be giving - well, hMmMm, pondering not giving, but the gesture itself is dedicated to Elaine. I know that makes NO sense right now, but it will be once I unveil it to the world. People have kinda been wishing for this for awhile. I'll just say that you should remember Michael Jordan. Okay, I bet that makes NO sense right now either. But hey, who said I had to make sense - not like John's mom, on the corner. BWAHAHA! And a woo woo woo.
It's 6:15 now, roundabout - and I have nothing to do still. Crap, I might as well become a soulless viewer of the tube, and waste some brain cells. Yeah, I'll do that. That sounds like a good thing. "What'd you do yesterday?" "Oh, I wasted some brain cells." "Oh, yeah? Me too. I should call you up next time. We could waste some brain cells together." "Nah, you're a liar. You won't call." "Yeah, I know I won't, but it's a nice thought."
Nice thoughts are only nice half the time - the other half of the time, they are what they are, and they're just thoughts. Sometimes you need something you could feel or touch. Tangibility, baby. It's lovely. Pure lovely. And a woo woo woo to that.
Well, it's about 6:20 now - so I better get started on this brain cell drainage before I have to leave. Oy, and I starve. But whatever. Yeah - this entry is of NO substance whatsoever. But who gives a shit. "Can'st thou take a shit, without giving one?" - Me
Go me.
Ta ta, and in the words of those foreign exchange students that were standing nearby when I got pantsed, "So long!"
PEAS!
