2002-07-07 - 12:12 PM
Rescue You
I want to lie to you.
I want to tell you that you're not what's on my mind all the time.
I want to tell you that I'm not feeling anything. I want to tell you that I don't wait for your call, your hello. I want to tell you that I hate hearing about your day.
I wish I could tell you that I'm not jealous. I wish I could tell you that I don't regret things. I wish I could tell you that I don't feel low right now, cowering beneath the image of every other guy on your mind.
I wish I could tell you you're nothing special.
So I wish I could lie to you. I want to. I want to tell you that I hate you. I want to tell you that I don't love you in the least.
But of course...
I can't lie to myself - and that's the worst part of all.
